The People who have seen the matrix with their own eyes live a
chamelon-like life now and don’t fit in at the same time.
Of course, they can still find joy or appreciate in things, but they
also can see the pointless rituals that are practiced in the matrix.
So they live here but know that they are not really here. They are
pretty much isolated in the matrix. The most people will never
understand this, because they know that they don’t live really here.
This is the key.
You only think that you live in the matrix. You think that you are here
in the middle of the happenings and experiences. You think this is
your present. It isn’t.
Your five senses betray you. They don’t tell you the truth. So it is important
to use your inner senses not your outer senses that are just concentrated
onto the matrix.
Close your eyes and remember your childhood. Pick a scene like waiting
for your gift on Christmas. What do you see? What do you feel in this
memory now?
Can you notice a kind of feeling that seems to be creepy? Do you think
it has been you as a kid waiting for the Christmas gift? Has it been really
you? Or do you feel a kind of distance to this self?
What is this ritual to wait for the Christmas gift, the moment when your
parents will call you to come downstairs? Think about rituals at all in
which you have been a part of. Easter… b-day…
At first make a difference between your memories and the memories of your
parents, memories that they have told you without the fact that you could
remember it. This is important. Just trust your memories that you can
remember. Ignore foreign memories that you may have integrated in
yours with the time.
And do you remember in a short video experience clip or just a single image?
If it is just an image, like a simple photography, then you can bet that it is
just an implemented memory.
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