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The Wholeness of the Self

13 January 2026



What you may have heard of before is the wholeness of the self. Some call it

the Higher Self or the soul, but it's quite different from how it's usually explained.

As I mentioned, the Vatican interferes heavily in spirituality and even employs

influencers to spread its distorted knowledge and all sorts of disinformation,

preventing you from truly understanding what it's really like.

That's why I'm revisiting this topic, so you can truly understand how the wholeness

of the self works and what it actually is.

The wholeness of the self, as depicted in my pyramid, is position 9, or level 9 of

consciousness. It is divided into:

1. The inner ego, or dream ego, or digital self

2. The everyday ego, matrix self, or analog self

In reality, however, the division into egos is only useful for better understanding. From

the perspective of the wholeness of the self, there is only one self; all are united and

aware of themselves and of each other. However, regarding the possibilities of perceiving

a particular aspect of the self, one can also speak of states of consciousness or levels

of consciousness. Each self—the everyday ego (3), the inner ego (6), and the wholeness

of the self (9)—experiences itself within its own personal framework.

That's why it seems to you that you are in your everyday ego and can only perceive this

ego. And that's it. And if you are in your dream ego, then you have forgotten your everyday

ego, which is actually lying in bed dreaming. The only gap here would be learning so-called

lucid dreaming, because then you can at least remember that you are actually lying in bed

dreaming. But more on that another time.

From the perspective of the everyday ego, the wholeness of the self is the future self. From

the perspective of the wholeness of the self, the everyday ego is a variation, a single facet

of the multifaceted eye, one of the tens of thousands of cherries on a cherry tree.

The wholeness of the self can shift the focal point of attention, the focus, at will from one

reality to another. Everything you can imagine with the help of your imagination is accessible

and experienceable for the wholeness of the self. This means that every desire you can possibly

imagine is fulfillable for the wholeness of the self. Except for you, the everyday ego, also known

as the matrix self or the analog self.

The problem here is that the analog self can only perceive the analog self, and the digital self

can only perceive the digital self. They are turned away from each other, one could say, like

Janus-faced beings. Only the wholeness of the self is capable of perceiving both simultaneously.

Your focus, your immediate present, can therefore shift to any possible reality, be it another life

in a different era, a neighboring alternative reality, or far beyond. Every reality is possible, just

as it is for your imagination. Imagination is the precursor to the wholeness of the self. However,

due to the matrix, it is severely restricted and perceived only in a rudimentary way. Your focus

is on the analog self, not on imagination. Calling this "imagination" is also a disguise; it's

associated with delusion, wishful thinking, or constructed mental images. But imagination is

severely restricted. If this disguise weren't active, you would possess all the capabilities of your

imagination; you would be the Drifter, the part of yourself that has no boundaries.

The Drifter, therefore, is the final step before the wholeness of the self.


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