Yes, every choice you did not make is still existing in the one or
another parallel reality. You think that you are the only person
in the matrix, but there are many realities and selves of you in
the matrix. You are a wide corridor of infinite gates and doors.
If you regret a decision you once made then think about this that
another version of you will have experienced this decision you rejected.
All these selves that are dispersed in all these realities live all the
decisions you once have made, ignored or rejected. For the
unconsciousness all these realities have the same value. There is
no difference for it. The only difference is the one you make, because
of not having experienced it.
All realities exist at the same time on parallel timelines. You move on
some of them or you even change the timelines, although you don’t
notice it. Nevertheless there is a self that exists above all selves that
exist. It arranges and organizes all these day by day and night by night.
Sometimes there opens a portal and if you are awake and conscious
then you can notice a certain level of consciousness that can show
you a glimpse of a moment that there exist millions of versions of you
side by side. These are slightly different versions of yourself and living
in their own universe/reality 24/7.
You may think that there’s something hauntingly with it, but it is beautiful
at the same time. Every choice closes or open doors to this other realities.
If you regret one choice you never made then it is just leaving behind
a door that you never opened.
As soon as you enter into the self that organizes and manages all this
realities you will see what I mean.
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